From Ego to Resonance: Discovering the God Within

The first time ayahuasca whispered to me, “You are God,” I took it from an ego-driven place. I loved it, as it gave me power and confidence. I thought it meant I was powerful, special, somehow greater than others. But over time, and with humility, I came to see that this truth runs much deeper — and far more beautifully — than my first interpretation.

🔵 God Was Never Outside

For most of my life I had been taught to look upward, outward, to imagine God as a distant Being far removed from me. Ayahuasca broke that illusion. In ceremony, I felt directly: God is within. Not as a metaphor, but as a presence — the spark that animates every thought, every cell, every breath.

But here is the subtle trap: to realize “God is within me” can become another form of ego inflation. It can make us think we are the totality of God. The truth is more nuanced: the God within is not the entirety of the Infinite, but a holographic reflection of it.

🔺 The Kybalion and the Mirror of the Inner–Outer

Hermetic teachings (like those in the Kybalion) speak of correspondence: as above, so below; as within, so without.

This symbol of the circle–triangle–square–circle shows it clearly:

• The outer circle = the Infinite One, the Ouroboros that holds all.

• The triangle = Father (mind/intention), Spirit (love/energy), Son (action/manifestation).

• The square = the 4 illusions of 3D (ego, time, duality, forgetting).

• The inner circle = the spark of God within each of us.
  

When we align thoughts (Father), emotions (Spirit), and actions (Son), the spark inside begins to resonate with the outer circle. The God within mirrors the God without.

Humbling Down Without Being Powerless

At first, my realization felt like power. Later, I learned it was responsibility.

• If the God within creates my reality, then every thought, emotion, and action is a frequency I am broadcasting.

• Victimization becomes dangerous because it tunes the inner spark to lower fields, which then crystallize into painful timelines.

• Love, gratitude, and humility open the channel, tuning me to higher harmonics where reality itself flows in resonance.
  

This is not about control — it’s about consonance. Like a tuning fork making another vibrate, when my inner field is coherent, the outer world echoes back.

The Purpose of Creation

Here’s the realization that changed me most: our purpose here is far greater than we might think.

It’s easy to believe purpose only flows one way — from God to us. But ayahuasca showed me that the current runs in both directions. God created us to create. Through our lives, our choices, our timelines, we in turn give God purpose.

• Every act of love, every creation of beauty, expands God’s knowing of Himself.

• Even our mistakes and distortions feed back into the Infinite as lessons.

• Nothing is wasted. All is data for the Great Mystery.
  

We are not passive spectators in creation. We are co-creators. The Infinite entrusted us with the power to mirror Him back to Himself.

The Beauty of the Game

This life — this simulation, this great play of existence — is not random or flawed. It is astonishingly beautiful and perfectly designed. Every piece, every twist, every moment has meaning. Everything is divine.

It is we who distort the game when we obsess over control, when we insist that life must bend to our limited desires. We think we know what we want, but often our wanting is tangled with ego, fear, or impatience. In that obsession, we turn the music of the universe into noise.

If only we could trust the process. If only we could live humbly, letting the divine rhythm carry us instead of trying to wrestle with it. Then we would see that even what we call “bad” is not bad — it is a lesson, a mirror, a growth point.

And here lies the paradox: when we let go, instead of clinging to what we think we want, we open the door to much greater gifts. The Father, the Infinite, always holds the highest vision for us — gifts we could never design for ourselves. What comes may not match our plans, but it will always serve our growth, our joy, our return to love.

When we label things as good or bad, we miss the deeper message. Life is not punishing us. It is teaching us. Some lessons are gentle, others harsh, but all are invitations to grow, to soften, to remember who we are.

The game is perfect. The only imperfection is our refusal to trust it.

The Infinite Feedback Loop

It is a feedback loop of unimaginable beauty:

1. The Infinite One divides into many sparks (us).

2. Each spark lives, forgets, remembers, creates.

3. Our creations and choices flow back into the Infinite.

4. The Infinite becomes more than it was — enriched by its own children.

So not only does God give us purpose — we also give God purpose.

Divide and Return

The point of this whole game is simple yet profound: the One divides itself into many sparks, each wandering behind the veil of forgetting. Some get lost in ego, some in duality, some in fear. But each has the chance to remember, to come home.

When a spark remembers, it doesn’t just free itself. It brings back experience, humility, and wisdom to the One. The Infinite learns what it is through us.

Ayahuasca taught me first that “I am God.” Ego made me think it was about power. Time, ceremony, and humility taught me the deeper truth: I am a spark of God, a mirror, a seed — not the entirety, but not separate either.

Through love, gratitude, and alignment, the God within me resonates with the God beyond me. And in that resonance, the illusion of separation dissolves. My purpose — and yours — is not only to return to God, but to give God something precious in return: the lived story of His own infinite becoming. Addition: This vision also reveals why so many mystical traditions say that the tree of life has its roots in the sky and its fruits on the earth. Our roots —the origin, the source— are above, invisible, nourishing us. The fruits are our lives, our actions, our creations here below. The game is a perfect cycle: from the invisible roots flows the sap, and with every fruit we offer, that experience rises back again to the Creator.